Shawn Oh

2010-08-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

In life there's always up and down... but to me my life is always down.. when come to the girl i reali love in the end still gone.. haiz... nw been 3mnth i still miss her.. not the normal miss is damn miss... heart pain cry wad the point.. even frenz wanna help but hw.. haiz mayb i suay ba... down of luck mayb... hpe she reali back to me sia.. without her life totally change..

2010-05-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

i'm here to shout all my pain...
it hard to believe tt we are not longer tgt..
reali HARD to believe.. you all noe wad?? this blog was create by my lovely girlfrenz i use to have.. but she choose to leave me.. that show hw pain my heart rith nw and while i writing out this blog i sort of crying..
7 mre daes to our 2yr4mnth anniversary.. and things turn out to be nth as we are not lover anymre.. this few daes my mind was totally plain as i cant think lots of thing and as in crack any joke infront of my classmate i use to be.. but on wed when i cry they was like hey shawn wad happen to u y so emo as in why so shagg.. so wad i did was bro can u follow mi and i juz brust all my tears infront of them.. shame i noe.. but this is hard to control.. she the 1st girl reali make mi love so hard and pins all the hpe on her.. y things cant b sitted down and solve y mus b so hush on me and dun even give mi a chance.. but nvm i will wait fer her.. no matter how long i juz wait coz i noe if there a will there a will so hpe everything is find.. hpe thing will b diff after this.. and i will love her mre thn i use to b..

2010-04-03T20:52:00.001+08:00

Pic take outside takashimaya....

2010-03-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

Just read the sin ming wan bao tis morning,
and i get shock to noe my godsis have left this world so suddenly.
Mei You haven attend kor wedding jiu leave the world.. hw can you do that...
in my heart you are always outstanding mei tt i have..
R.I.P my dear MEI, Kor WILL NEVER forget you de!!!

2010-02-05T19:26:00.012+08:00

Baby, this the picture we took for the past 2yr...

wow so fast our 2yr anniversary finally is coming le. I'm so Glad that we have come to this stage as in we have gone thru alot of things...like ur study, work and my 1yr 10month NS. i reali have to sae you the best gf i have coz u have reali gone thru with mi while i in ns. although sometime i may think alot of stupid stuff tt might not happen but still u were ther fer mi. so rith nw u can reali pin all the hope in me... and i believe no matter wad obstacle we are going thru i sure we will go thru de even in future we will do it tgt as 1 not 2 is 1...
lastly i wanna promise u that i will always be faithful to you no matter wad.... if i do 1 unfaithful thing toward u, any punishment i willing to accept even if wan mi to die.... this is the promise to you till i old.

so i hope u wont throw me away as i reali cant dun have u by my side coz u are like my heart pumping and pumping to give mi oxygen to stay alive...

lastly HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!

hope to have more anniversary to celebrate with YOU and is ONLY YOU!!!

MUACKZ I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

dear sry if my eng is poor:P

2009-12-20T13:39:00.000+08:00

hey, been so long din blog le it look so dead haha since i have blog few weeks back...
anw here to upload some pic where i take ystd with baby...

2009-10-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

Today went wdl to mit baby pei her watch Michael Jackson( This is it) she enjoy quite alot as for mi okok la hehe... use to listen his song when i was young coz his sang all his song like classic tt y i listen when i young... anw 4 mre mnth to ORD finally coming to the end of my ns life soon... juz cant wait fer it to come true haha!!!!! love my dardar lots lots muackz!!!

2009-10-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

ard 4wk mre to cresendo le (Thailand) will b at there fer 3wk. that mean cant with baby fer 3wk sad lehz wad to do after cresendo come bk can prepare my ORD le finally 1yr 10mnth going to finish come wait to find a job and earn mre money... anw baby start wrking so hardly can mit also i juz no use to it lolz but also nid time to adjust ba. hpe can adjust fast enough if not i reali will gone crazy fer not seeing for so long d lolz.... argh anw anniversary coming agn wad shld i get fer her hmmm tt is a gd qns..... shoe npe camera mayb or sth special nt so ex ofc not that cheap la but wad thing special i can get lehz???? head pain ar any1 can tell mi still go 1 wk fer mi to get it done so pls helpppppppppppp... will be very tks fer giving lots idea:D
love her always and treasure her always!!!

2009-10-11T17:20:00.003+08:00

long time din blog le. so today here to make my blog bit alive hehe...
juz went to malaysia with baby bought quite a few thing went there shop eat and shop agn haha... if can i hope to go oversea agn with baby hmmmm mayb nxt time we go KL or some where further... nxt time i save up mre money promise will bring you to korean to play d i noe you love to so i will do it d no matter how hard... kae gtg.... muackz love you baby muackz muackz!!!

2009-09-25T16:41:00.002+08:00

ystd was our 1yr 7mnth anniversary!!!
Had an enjoyable day with baby..
bought her ferrero rocher "Flower"
coz she sae she dun like Flower " Real Flower"
so decide to bought her Flower which is make of Ferrero rocher....
so cute of her taking ard where eva we go, and lots of ppl looking at it haha...
mayb is special ba dun think got anyone do it b4 or wad hehe. anw i enjoy alot with her and
ofc tks for e watch and e tiny keychain love it lots gonna treasure with care hehe....
love you 1314 baby u are one and onli girl i love promise you muackz!!!!

2009-09-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

today gt wedding dinner and also my suay dae.
lent mi cousin my fone when it back to my hand the LCD crack..
i was like WTH how can it be sia. borrow thn return thn crack joke rith.
haiz went to repair heng my gan mei gt work and heng din charger mi high price...
so at the end e phn is back to normal. tmr is my sian dae gt to bk in early fer duty issuse rifle thn nth to do le sian sia..... anw annivesary coming soon juz cant wait to tt dae hehe:D 240208 nice date hehe!!!

2009-09-16T20:37:00.002+08:00

caught tis bear last wkend juz for baby... so hard to caught lolz total try is 7 times haha! quite okie at least din waste e time of doing it hehe... will caught mre nxt time for baby :D love you lolz baby you my everything will do anything juz for you de:D

muackz love you!

2009-09-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

today is teacher day manage to wish some of my pri and ite teacher, did some chat with ite teacher fer a while juz nw. anw congrat him get promo to section head. reali miss sch dae especial the fun i had in sch. hw i wish time can go back haha.... and nw most of them have become father or mother le haha anw juz wish everyone all the best in anything they do yeah!

2009-08-16T16:44:00.003+08:00

I so USLESS gf sick i cant do anything!
wad kind of bf am i? better fer mi to be thrown to e bin rith.
wonder how is she le? msg also half way e, call more worse wont pick up haiz
tis kind of bf can throw far far le la.
damn miss her sia and sian thing is tmr nid to bking in the morning fer duty haiz...
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

2009-08-16T16:37:00.002+08:00

Today went for AHM morning din reali feeling that well coz my chest of damn tight and hardly can breath but i still went fer the run and finish it. total fer the run is 10km reali can die haha but i still can tahan all e way nearly faint haiz but still fun all i can sae.

I Feel so LEFT out sia arghhhhhhhhh.....

2009-08-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

finally NDP over le the nxt one will be AOH(Army open house) will be tour guide sian...
after tt ard nov21 will go to cresendo thailand fer training so fast sia haha.... cnt wait fer ORD...

damn misss baby nw wish ltr can go out with her agn sia b4 i book in....
miss you baby muackz!!!

2009-08-07T20:53:00.002+08:00

been so long din blog le was busy due to ndp and weekend duty arghhh tt y no time to blog.
in other 8hr mre nid to go back camp fer weekend duty le than sun morning nid to go marina fer NDP haiz wad to do gg lolz... damn shag fer mi sia when will it end huh???

anw today baby msg mi she is not feeling well and i was so worry and i cant do anything due to parade at marina bay haiz wonder how she feel nw izzit better or getting worse??? hpe is getting much better sia wheneva she fall sick i will be damn worry fer her. coz she my everything cant go any wrong to her de....

2009-07-26T00:52:00.003+08:00

i'm so sry fer wad i did today and it was mi showing temper at baby.
coz i was so urge(did i use the rith word) to see her but when she sae gt to go back fer dinner i was like haiz, mit awhile might as well dun mit. and i was so dulan at that point but after awhile when i think back i noe i was at fault shldn't lost temper at baby coz it also not she want de.
haiz morning till nw i'm damn feeling bad damn bad tt i dunno wad to do????? pls tell mi wad to do ppl? i feel i not a gd bf fer her sia haiz... mi nw scare of losing baby hpe it will be fine coz is nt tt easy to come to tis stage tt we have last. i juz wan to sae SRY BABY is my fault today tt make u upset I'M SORRY BABY!!!!
love you 1314 muackz!!!

CAN YOU FORGIVE MI BABY????

I'M SORRY!!!!

2009-07-19T12:40:00.002+08:00

3 mre NDP preview to go and 1 actual NDP to go.
hpe it finish faster sia.. so weekend wont burn and can go out with baby=)

2009-07-12T01:32:00.002+08:00

i freaking sad today early in the morning coz i had lost my hp aka W910i and that is my couple.... was damn sad sia totally no mood at all coz of the stupid mistake i make tt i din check b4 i get down frm cab haiz....
sry baby din mean to lost e phn i was totally blur in the morning tt y thing happen.
promise you to get a better couple fone asap kae muack sry for losting e phn baby!!!

2009-07-11T00:31:00.002+08:00

today went marina and orchard to shop for 1 whole dae with baby....
although was tired but with baby i feel awake and happy...
love her always not matter wad happen muackz tks for being by my side,
specially when i in ns love you lots baby muackz!!!!

2009-07-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today and Tmr is my off dae so shiok sia...... don nid to see the 2 asshole....
anw so tired today dunno y mayb due to ystd excerise ba haha....
i damn miss you sia baby... feel like wanna hugg hugg u =) muackz love you lol!!!!

2009-07-07T22:05:00.002+08:00

haiz today gt HVP aka home visit programme conduct by my CSM and 1 cock sgt...
was quite okie la. it took ard 1hr to finish the tok lucky is juz 1hr if mre thn tt i sure die when i return camp tmr... haha tmr morning book in thn evening jiu book out fer my off been force to go off coz my off is damn too many le 8 izzit consider many? i dun thnk so lolz haiz bo bian csm wan mi to clear so i clear lol wad to do....

anw today i was so worry abt baby coz her aunt gave her a facial thing after using it her chin get damn itchy mayb it is not tt suitable fer her ba... hpe it will get better wor.... anw so fast 1yr5mnth le wow i cant believe worz. am i dreaming haha (pinch myself) ouch ya is true is nt dream haha my love fer baby will not change unless i pass away.
promise to love baby 1 and onli coz you are sure a wonderful ger tt i nv had...
muackz love you lots lots and our love wnt end so easily coz you are my fereva!!!!!!

2009-07-05T22:05:00.004+08:00

today so happy finally can go out with baby and watch movie liao...
watch transformer today. the movie so damn cool better thn the previous one( did i spell correct?) am i rith to sae? feel so sad sia tmr actually is my off dae and can go out with gf bt in the end have to go back camp to cover duty fer a f***ing person tt i dun reali like.... wth lol last mins call sae not feeling well all is bull shit la haiz wan to keng thn sae la....
haiz reali today spenting with baby still not enough sia hpe can spent mre time with her thn in camp sia.... damn miss her i going to be crazy sia onli can see her once or twice a week nia she reali make mi so in love with her wheneva i see her. sometime actually angry with her but see her my anger jiu gone liao haha who ask mi so in love with her haha....
anw i love you baby cant live without u in my life so dun throw mi one side worz!!! muackz wo ai ni 1314.....

2009-06-29T21:18:00.003+08:00

been long time din blog le... busy in camp and etc...
anw i'm sick gt fever at sat during Cr2 at ndp haiz suay lolz dunno how i gt fever and cough e. the feeling of getting ill is not tt gd is like dieing and xin gu.... haiz hpe i wnt pass my cough to my baby.... anw i missing her rith nw altot i wanna to go fetch her frm her wrk but she din allow mi to do so as she wan me to rest well at hme so sweet of her rith no wonder i so love her haha....
gtg peeps wanna go rest liao....
love you always baby muackz!!!

2009-06-20T00:04:00.003+08:00

Hate Ndp Burn my weekend haiz wad to do who ask mi in the army haiz....... less time to be with baby le sobsob!!!! haiz hope can find other dae to company her and actually 1 dae din see her i will feel weird de haiz i too stick to her lerz.... baby i juz too in love with you lerz muackz!!!!

2009-06-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

Today was happy coz finally can see baby le... frm the way i write show how much i miss her rith? haha...mit her at yishun mrt thn head to orchard coz baby wanna buy some stuff at there. when we reach orchard we went to far east 1st to look fer the thing tt baby wan.... but din manage to get e thing so we went to takashimaya to shop, we went in Fox shop and baby saw a jean tt she like so i ask her to go try and was quite fit and nice so i bought it fer her as she can wear to wrk... after tt we went to shop agn and while shopping baby was looking shirt fer mi but went lots of place still no nice shirt so we went to wisma to shop went in esprite to take a look and baby saw a long pant tt she like and wad i did was go try haha so she take two long pant 1 white and 1 green to try and guess wad color baby and mi choose? haha is Green coz is nicer thn white. after buying we went back to far east agn haha finally found a shop tt sell a nice and gd looking bag i told her to choose and i pay fer e bag and i have great discount at tt shop haha. i'm too dote on baby le rith coz she mi 1 & onli princess ma so muz treasure her and give her wadeva she like hehe. anw b4 we went buy e bag she bought mi a shirt and a belt haha tks baby tks fer e shirt and e belt i love it very much muackz muackz.... today was so so so happy coz gt her!!!!! baby you are my everything and i cant live without you frm e moment we are tgt muackz love you lots lots!!!

2009-06-06T18:51:00.002+08:00

so sian in camp nth fer mi to do after i finish my stuff in e morning. haha and baobei are you wondering how come i can blog rith hehe. i come to INET room to use the comp, onli tis room gt internet to use so i come in here with few frenz to use at least gt comp if not sure sian diao...
reali wish tml faster come so tt i can book out haha cant wait sia... anw i feel bad bout asking money frm baby juz fer repairing my hp feel kinda bad am i rith? shldn't ask her fer money sia who ask mi to overspend haha..... haiz anw tks dar fer passing e money muackz....
altot cant mit but i'm damn missing you sia wonder when thn have e time to mit fer long session with you.... miss and love you baby love you fereva muackz...

stop bloging liao going back to company line liao....

2009-06-05T17:49:00.002+08:00

yoz today is my last dae to enjoy le... tonite booking in fer my tml duty wakaka....
so sian but still have to go back camp fer duty... anw juz nw b4 i go TTSH fer CT scan i went
to bukit panjang fer lunch with baobei haha she attach to bp to work so went there to have lunch with her.... finally get to see her so happy and delighted coz was like 2 dae din see her le and i'm so miss her very much.....awwww seee how mucch i miss you baby...
anw today we had lunch at KFC haha dunno wad to eat actually plus infront of us is KFC so decide to went in and eat bought a zinger meal, cheese fries and fish fillet meal to eat and was damn full lolz... how i wish after e meal we can go out shopping haha too bad she nid to wrk...
dunno when thn can go out i reali wanna spend longer time outside wif her sia....
muackz love you baby!!!!!!!

2009-06-03T01:13:00.002+08:00

been long time i din blog liao...
nth much also been at hme doing bo...
tt the worse thing haiz lucky at hme still got some unfinish plane to let mi touch up haha
miss those dae flying stunt plane.... dunno when can i start flying agn in club haha skill drop alots i guess...
anw today went fetch baby frm wrk. when i reach her wrking place outside she was busy counting money and she din notice tt i have reach so i went and msg her pretenting i din come to fetch her....
so i went and hide somewhere to look at her face. her face was like sad sad de and
i was like awwww i shld't bluff her, but i wanna to give her surprise tt i did come and fetch her...
anw she was happy tt i came but also bit angry tt i lie to her haha and my two poor ear was being pull my her as a punishment haha... was happy wheneva she with me... onli unhappy when she going hme i also dunno y like even 1secs din see her i feel uneasy haha she is like superglue haha muz stick to her every mins every secs and every hrs. i wonder how and i going to survive without her....

I'm damn in love with you baby!
you are everything to me!!
nth is much mre important than you!!!
i'm great tt you are being by my side no matter wad!!
i'm not going to let you go so do you!!!
i promise to hold ur hand till we are old!!!!
i love you baby lots lots muackz!!!

2009-05-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

been few daes din blog ler actually nth much to blog also...
still e same at hme everydae cant go anywhere. thn baby tis week busy wrking also....
damn miss her reali wanna see her badly sia... miss her every mins secs and ofc hrs....
hpe baby can appear infront of mi nw haha but dun seems to be possible coz is 1231am
haha.... anw dar help mi update blog nice nice de worz kae... muackz love u!!!
miss you baby muackz love u badly!

2009-05-24T14:07:00.003+08:00

Happy 1yr 3mnth Anniversary baby!!!! muackz
wow so fast 1yr plus le i cant believe time filies so fast...
haha still tot we tgt fer many yr le... i'm happy to have you, u are my longest baby tt i have and i will keep on treasure tis relationship no matter wad happen...
hope we can last long like getting married have child and many more in our future...
hmmm i wonder am i dreaming erm wait let mi slap myself ouch i'm not is true is 1yr3mnth le....
so happy worz i promise no matter wad happen i will protect u all e way till i'm dead...
and will give you wadeva i can. hpe you dun mind and no regret being with mi...
you my everything baby u are juz like my heart keep on pumping. so baby dun eva stop pumping in my heart and let mi die kae... love you always and will treasure you lots and let make a big different and show others how fortunate we are and happy being tgt....
muackz love you baby 240208 is the date tt make us tgt and start e story going on...
love you 1314....

2009-05-18T23:34:00.003+08:00

today is baobei 2nd day at genting dunno wad she dunin haiz damn miss her sia.
as fer mi as usual at hme doing bo lol. so sian haiz dunno tml wad time she is back.
damn xiang baobei sia....

2009-05-17T13:51:00.002+08:00

haiz laopo at genting having fun while i at home suffer... damn miss her sia how i wish i can go wif her sia haiz..... damn miss her tis 3dae going to bored like hell liao Y.Y haizzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!

2009-05-13T12:38:00.002+08:00

today so surprise CSM msg mi and tell mi on 7th june on duty i was like okie lolz since is a sun jiu juz go lolz and lucky tt i told him on 3rd jun will have appt at sgh for my ankle if anything change will inform him haha if not my ball sure hang anw dun even noe my mc will extend ant hpe it will so tt i dun nid to go back to wrk like hell. actually no diff also either at camp or at home still de same at camp wrk like hell at hme sian like hell haiz nth diff also onli there 1 thing tt is diff tt is when with baobei coz she can make mi happy haiz tks god tt i have her muz treasure like wad i have nw.... juz too love her miss her every mins and secs even a day i also will miss her like siao haha mayb tis is the way of mi ba.

2009-05-11T18:23:00.002+08:00

Today is a sian dae fer mi nth to do at hme wad i do was lying on bed fer 1 whole dae haiz miss baobei damn much wonder when cn see her sia haiz!!!!

2009-05-09T11:15:00.003+08:00

ystd was so happy use my aunt car to fetch my baobei fer e 1st time.
enjoy driving with her by my side dun noe when gt another chance to drive agn.
ystd with her was so happy sia coz gt abt 1 week din met her lehz.
reali damn miss her sia hpe my leg can recover fast and can go out with her.

anw i hate my camp ppl tt i have to wrk with although theres some of them is fine with me and worth to help, and wonder how am i going to wrk in tis 8mnth times if i can go back camp in 4th of jun. reason is not i'm e one wan to extend my MC is e doc sae my leg is still not suitable to go back yet and than gt tis idiot guy msg mi ystd asking mi wheather did i extend my mc anot so i reply and "sae ya coz leg not recover yet" and he was like not happy all e mag he send write "WADEVA" bull shit him la he onli think tt my leg can recover in 1mnth time and never think other guy tt also have operation is having a longer mc thn me 3mnth plus worz and mine is onli 2mnth plus wadeva like i also dun care and when he not in the vocation tt time i also alone i also din kao bei kao bu tis guy dunno what to sae la i juz dun care nw wad i care is my leg when recover and counting down my ORD so tt dun have to see those idiot face tt i dun wan to see. and tis is the part where it make my day like suckz.

lucky i mit my gal ystd and it did make mi cheer up altought i was abit tired and leg pain but all is worth it coz of her my life have mre color juz like tis blog here the color i put so i can sae i juz live without her:).

2009-05-06T19:06:00.002+08:00

todae finally take out my cast le so happy... but bit sian 1mnth MC agn haiz gonna stay at hme like crazy agn. when can i go out with baobei when sia....
anw today went Sgh gonna wear stupid mask haha like stupid sia.
it true is stupid but coz for e H1N1 virus bo bian so i wear haha dun wan to tio ma.
anw nw my head is having serious pain gonna go bath than go slp.
haiz better go nw bye!!!!!
miss my baobei lots lots!!!
wo ai ni baobei!!!

2009-05-04T20:02:00.002+08:00

today same at hme do nth haiz gonna be crazy soon cant wait till wed can take out cast lerz...
haha can go out also haha cant wait ar. can go eat my favour food with baobei and i can go jogging soon hpe everything is fine on wed hehe.
love mi baby very much muackz

2009-05-02T11:49:00.003+08:00

Today is my grandfather 80 da shou gtg his 80 da shou event at cck.
haiz dun feel like going coz hen ma fan coz in cast.
plus my baobei working today and she cant go.
haiz here to wish my grandfather happy bdae!
anw i quite miss my baobei haha few daes din see her le
damn miss her hpe can see her soon.
and fer mi hpe i can take out my cast faster
so tt i can go out with baobei lerz cant wait sia
hehe anw baobei i love you u my everything muackz!

2009-05-01T22:14:00.003+08:00

today baobei din go online and also din msg much to me wonder wad she dunin?
damn miss her alots alots. wanted to msg her but scare disturb her so i dunno wad to do
damn miss her nw she is more important than anyone how is wish she is by my side....
love her lots lots. love her 1314 muackz baobei!!!!

2009-05-01T15:05:00.002+08:00

I feel i'm a burden to everyone!
on cast cant go anywhere
buy thing nid baobei or my family to help
got appt need aunt to fetch me go there.
haiz i'm reali a big burden to everyone.
how i wish i no on cast :(
rith nw i damn miss baobei wish i can see her rith now
damn miss her.T.T

Life Without You, Relationship Poems - Family Friend Poems

2009-04-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

Me without you,
is like a leafless fall,
a snowless winter,
and a flowerless spring.

Me without you,
is like a colorless rainbow,
a sunless day,
and a starless night.

Me without you,
is like the ocean without a wave,
the beach without sand,
and a flameless fire.

Me without you,
is like a book without words,
a man without a face,
and a child with no name.

Baobei dun eva left me alone in dark,
coz u are much more important than anyone else.
i reali love you lots and miss you lots wheneva you not beside mi
and i will think of you badly.
your smile
your voice
your kiss
and ofc You!
Nobody can pull us apart
and i will protect you through all my life!!!
Love you baobei muackz!!!

2009-04-27T15:27:00.002+08:00

today went polyclinics to change dressing for my wound. gd to hear frm e nurse tt my wound is getting better. so hpe tml appt at SGH i can take out my cast tt is my wish tt i wan fer timing.
and also hpe i can go out with baobei after my cast is taken away.
anw today also my sian dae nth to do haiz how i wish baobei was here too miss her le.
haiz wad to do nowdays i like super glue to her le haha dun see her i miss her if see her i will fly haha weird feelin rith haha i also dunno mayb she my everything ma.

2009-04-26T17:43:00.006+08:00

What is L.O.V.E stand for??

L = Love (will always love baobei foreva)

O = OBSTACLE (go through all obstacle tgt with baobei no matter wad)

V = VOWS (promise to take care of boabei no matter wad happen)

E = Eternity ( forever hold ur hand and wont let go)

This is wad LOVE stand for!

anw love is willing to sacrifice.

so i willing to sacrifice for baobei from e day we are tgt

and no matter wad i will not regret coz i do love her and she mi everything.

and hope our Love will last long till we are old:P

2009-04-25T18:14:00.002+08:00

Do you remember your first special kiss?
That one sweet kiss melted your beautiful soul.
Do you long for that kiss to happen again?
Close your eyes, picture that moment in time..

I remember the moment before our lips met,
your eyes gazed to mine, our lips just an inch away..
I held on to her hands and said, "I'm yours forever.."
Kissing you softly in my room.. Suddenly..

Leaves are tapping down the window
She stopped kissing me and said, "It was just the leaves."
I said, "It's God blessing us from above."
"Can you feel the angels, they're watching us."

We were still gazing outside the window..
The sun starts to sink in the horizon..
I whispered, "I love you, You're my only one."
Tears run down her face.. And she held her arms around me..

I whispered, "Your eyes are the window to your heart..
"And your tears are a proof that you have one."
"God gave us two feet, two hands, two ears and two eyes.."
But only one heart.. I came closer to her and said..

"Because God knows that I will find the other piece in your heart"

2009-04-24T17:24:00.009+08:00

Today is 1 yr and 2 mnth anniversary with baobei so fast 1yr plus hpe it can maintant well as along e path we are going through reali love her lots and i reali pin my hpe on it.
i juz cant dun have u by my side like today you went malaysia i was like lonly and sae coz i reali damn miss you. plus i also worry whenever you go back malaysia coz there quite dangers.
hpe tml when u are back you can msg mi straight:P wo hao xiang lian ni worz..
anw happy 1yr 2mnth anniversary baobei!!!
you are always come 1st in mi heart love you lots muackz!!!!!

2009-04-22T20:48:00.004+08:00

ystd went to see doc finally get take out my cast fer awhile guess wad my wound get worse. the skin peeling off and is dead skin can even see my meat lol at the ankle there. hpe it can recover faster as i wanna walk and go out with my baobei. as in 1mnth din reali go anywher with baobei lerz wonder she still can tahan ma. sry fer not going out with u when i in crutches and i will recover as soon as possible coz reali wanna go out with u watching movie, shopping and eating lots of thing i reali miss it. haiz hpe can take the cast out nxt tues.
anw tml baobei coming soon happy reali damn miss you worz.... hpe can come earlier and go back late hehe coz damn xiang ni....
LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART!!!!
MUACKZ!!!!

2009-04-20T22:13:00.005+08:00

Todae so tired but happy in e end coz baobei came today.
morning 8am wake up to prepare go camp to endose MC reach camp ard 945am when to office 1st thing i saw is ps7 i was OMG haha so i went up to him have few conversation
here it goes
me: morning ps7(in his name) than he sae in a loud voice as usual
ps7: wad u wan! how long is ur mc!
me: here to endose mc and my mc is 45days.
ps7: shiok la at home .
me: no la quite boring at home.
ps7: ask d safely driver to drive u to JMC.
me: orhz
so wad i did is ask e driver to drive mi there and by rith there shld have a sgt following mi but they sae there is one sgt at JMC haha so i was okie and i juz board e rover and go JMC. waited there fer ard 1hrs plus. after tt the driver send mi all the way to e guard hse. when i reach camp outside i msg baobei but i noe she wont wake up so early de and i was thinking shld i wait her under her blk juz to fetch her and ofc see her early but scare wait she scold mi so decieded to go home. reach home my head was like going to burst damn heavy so i took 2 panadol and slp for awhile. ard 1330plus baobei reply mi le sae she juz wake up and ask mi where am i so reply at home lol.
so ard 1530plus baobei reach my hse i was damn happy to see her and my pain juz vanish away.
reali enjoy with her althought e time we spent is not long but i'm happy damn happy.
i was like baobei can dun leave hehe coz damn miss her le ma...
anw gonna see her on thurs i jus cnt wait to mit her up agn hehe...
and today we reali have lots of fun hehe.... oppsss!!!
LOVE YOU ALOT BAOBEI!!!!!
MUACKZ!!!

2009-04-19T16:30:00.007+08:00

I LOVE BAOBEI LOTS LOTS!!!
I LOVE BAOBEI LOTS LOTS!!!
I LOVE BAOBEI LOTS LOTS!!!
I LOVE BAOBEI LOTS LOTS!!!
I LOVE BAOBEI LOTS LOTS!!!
I LOVE BAOBEI LOTS LOTS!!!

Damn Miss Her!!!
Damn Miss Her!!!
Damn Miss Her!!!
Damn Miss Her!!!
Damn Miss Her!!!

Promise to be with you 1314
and tkc of u for e rest of my life!!!!
Muackz Love you!!!

2009-04-18T16:33:00.002+08:00

Today is sat and is a boring dae agn ard tis time i shld be outside with baobei shopping or watching movie i juz simply miss her and e time i spent with her due to my stupid leg i can onli stay at home facing e 4 wall haiz dunno when she free to see mi i damn miss her and everything. nw i all alne at hme damn sian got to be dead of bored ba hahaa poor guy rith wad to do T.T damn miss you baobei!!!!

2009-04-17T13:13:00.002+08:00

I
AM
SO
BORED
AT
HOME!!!!!!!

2009-04-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

today wake up ard 0900am ear still de same having pain and fever keep going up and down so decided to go see doc at Polyclinics near my hse de, reach there ard 0945am after register we straight away went to e place tt seeing doc de. there is 2 room at the place room 14 and room 15. haha let mi tell u a joke we seated there for ard 1hr plus to 2hr than my turn to see doc u see room 15 was quite fast every 5 to 10 mins will ask change patient as room 14 haha great joke too 20 to 30min to see 1 patient and i the unlucky one that seeing room 14 haiz other patient tt come after was so fast seeing e doc and ciao and mi still waiting like hell plus is cold ther lol.
feel wanted to wack e doc lol nid 20 to 30min to see doc mehz haiz so slow like slowpoke sia.
after seeing tt slowpoke was ard 11plus to noon time was damn hungry and no strength mayb due to e ear infection ba tt cause mi having fever and cold. argh so sian lol.....

dunno when can see baobei and when she can stay longer time with mi without hurrying going home when will it come true. haiz damn miss her she is my everything i can even sacrifice all the thing for her coz i too in love with her le. nth is sure important thn her le she is like my heart tt keep pumping mi to live for her.....
love you baobei 1314 muackz

2009-04-14T20:54:00.003+08:00

today went SGH to remove stitches and put new casting.

1st the uncle who use some sort of machine to cut e cast i was so scare coz it touches my leg and wound when he start to cut.

2nd was the doc in charge kip pressing at my wound and cause lots of blood coming out i was like OMG WHERE BAOBEI coz damn pain when he press it damn hard total of 5 to 10 mins he press.

3th is taking stitches total of 8 to 9 stitches to take out. 1st few nt tt pain but when it come to e end of last few stitches i was like in the hell for a moment damn pain and tt the pain part tt cause mi cant slp so well.

i get 28 days of mc juz fer my leg.
haiz how i wish baobei was ther wif mi but too bad she is feeling unwell althought we have plan to met but ya cant be help dun wish my baobei to get more sick.
hpe she is okie nw. baobei u muz tkc of urself kae and drink mre water also weather is nt tt gd.

2009-04-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

Today baobei come ard 1600hr somewhere ard tt time weather not that good was raining heavily at 1st so wad i did was msg her and ask her wheather gt bring umberlla ant guess wad she din bring so i told her okie nvm i will bring it ltr when you going to reach e bus stop and she sae okie. so after awhile i was bout to go down e rain stop and i was heng ar finally stop and no nid to bring umberlla liao coz on crutches ma if bring will be very ma fan, so i stand at e bus stop and finally get to see her le so happy till my leg dun feel pain le. haha when she reach my hse she tok to mummy and my sis fer awhile than come pei wo le so happy can hug her tok to her and kiss her reali miss her!!!
our love is getting stronger am i rith baobei??
hpe it will get more and more stronger and i promise i wnt leave you alne de!!!
tt is de promise i gve it to you:P
muack love you baobei!!!

2009-04-11T11:22:00.002+08:00

haha Ltr baby coming my hse so happy!!! but bit angry coz she slp so late hurmp!!!
gotten scold her ltr when she come hehe

2009-04-09T21:21:00.003+08:00

Look so WONDERFUL in my life!!
shld i call it WONFERFUL or FORTUNATE???
could you all tell me?

anw i find myself FORTUNATE coz baobei always by my side
and taking care of me and i so happy tt i have found her so down e road i promise
to gave her wonderful family!

This is the promise i gt to gve baobei!
1. always be faithful to baobei.
2. gve her a wonderful home tt belong to us.
3. nv hide anything between us.
4. make sure baobei always come 1st
5. nv make baobei suffer.
6. gve baobei whateva she want.
7. nv let people bully baobei

this is wad i can think haha if gt mre will post in here de...
reali love her lots lots!!! cant live without her:P

2009-04-09T13:37:00.002+08:00

This few days at home is damn bored. bored till wanna die liao..
and of coz miss my baobei is damn miss..
stupid operation tt have to be at hme coz of crutches i using nw argh!!!!
faster over pls wanna go out with baobei!!!!!

2009-04-06T17:07:00.002+08:00

too miss her le i mean baobei she is mi everything. she is more important than my family tt i can sae and dunno how come gt tis thought, mayb she my mrs right i been looking fer and d feeling is so different is like 1 dae din see her will die or wad e. juz cant image if i cant live without her. juz wish to settle everything down and spend my live with her till we are old. although it cant be happen too early but hpe it will cme early!!!

TOO HAPPY TO BE WITH YOU EVERY SECS, MINS, HRS!!!
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING LER!!!!
LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS!!!
MUACK,MUACK!!!

2009-04-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

today so happy dar dar went to my ahma hse to look fer mi. i so touch plus she gave mi present guess wad shirt. look so nice but quite tight but still like it very much. tks dar fer e shirt. althought we onli spent 2hrs plus i happy le... i promise to wear e shirt and is time fer mi to jian fei le OMG haha did u all hear wrong ya jian fei haha since i cant walk so much than must eat less le...

2009-04-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

having operation on e 2nd apr was a scary one lol coz dar nt beside mi due to her exam but i noe gonna see her after e operation so i told myself muz hang on coz gt to see baobei... went in at 1300hrs to have e operation and came out at 1530hrs. was like OMG dun even noe hw i coma and dun even noe wad happen till e operation end and i was call awake but e nurse i think haha no strength at all and was damn tired lol. but i noe i been push to e ward and i use my engery to cross over other bed before i reali can relax, so i saw my mum and she ask mi hungry ma i sae ya but not in mood to eat so she wait till ard 1550hrs thn go kopitiam to buy food fer mi. while i resting ard 1600hrs BAOBEI CAME damn happy coz can see her i was so scare cant see her agn hehe. stupid thinking agn. so we chat fer awhile than mi frenz call which wrk in SGH and ask hw mi i juz finish wrk cuming to see you so i sae okie lol. when she reach wow she totally change haha mayb too long din see her le ba, we than chat a awhile after tt she left and i continue chat with mi baobei and hold her hand tight hehe. reali damn miss her worz.... tks fer ever thing dar muackz... love you lots!!!

Sergeant Major

2009-04-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

today discharge at 1300hrs than straight away take cab to camp. so suay when reach camp guess i saw who??? DSM (DIVISION SERGEANT MAJOR) haha he hold e cab than get down frm his car and ask mi wheather i going to JMC(JURONG MEDICAL CENTER) than i sae no sir, mi going to 30SCE company line (CHARLIE) to hand over e MC so he tot of asking mi to take cab in but i told him i had pay the cab fare le so he was like okie can, and he left. so i slowly use crutches to company line with mum. when i reach i was like sweat like hell. than when i reali e stair i near fall and hit my leg to e ground i was like WTH pain pain pain. Than mum scold mi like hell haha and finally reach office everyone wif surprise look wow ur leg haha some more mi dress was 3/4 pant and 1 slipper with crutches haha look like not camp like tt hehe but bo bian ma mi leg hehe. after tt took cab and went hme reach hme lying on bed than knock off liao too tired ba... ard 5 plus wake up and go bath haiz mre suay even wif the plastic bag i put e water still manage enter to e casing. so my whole casing was wet so i scare it mind affect e wound so quick call mi aunt and ask her weather free ant and send mi to A &E to redo my plastic casing. so she agree to help mi so we when A&E to do wow so scary when they cut e plastic casing and baobei tot i fall down and went to A&E sry dar sia diao ni le... and finally have temp casing wad a stupid dae i haveT_T....

2009-04-01T12:25:00.002+08:00

Ystd so happy to see dardar dunno why everytime see her i'm so happy like flying like that....
mayb i so xin fu to have her ba... 1mre dae to my operation reali hpe she can cme my hse often sia dunno hw will it be if i cant see her.... actually 1 dae dun see her i like sian sian de haha feeling like dying soon... baobei you are my everything le i have put all the hpe on you lerz so dun leave mi alne worz... muackz love you lots lots!!!!

2009-03-31T12:22:00.000+08:00

So happy finally found my MP4 player...
lucky my cousin found it at his mom car haha so happy!!!!
promise not to lost it agn anymre baobei...

2009-03-29T13:15:00.002+08:00

Here to sae sry baobei!!!
i accidentally misplace or loss e MP4 u gve mi.
reali sry.... i din mean to replace or loss it e i onli realise ystd tt the MP4 have gone missing.
haiz!!! I WANT E MP4 TO B BACK!!!!

2009-03-27T19:34:00.002+08:00

Today reali shag sia, wake up at 0630hr to prepare fer ltr appt at SGH to take blood test. reach there ard 0800hr than go fer e test haha everything was fine and can go for e ops on thurs hpe everything is alrith. anw i damn miss baobei sia cant wait to see her tml reali cant wait!!!!!
muack love you baobei!!!

2009-03-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

happy 1yr and 1 mnth anniversary dar. so fast 1 yr plus le worz..
lets try to keep it tis way worz...
muack I LOVE YOU dar u are my 1 and onli that live in my heart!!!!

2009-03-21T01:03:00.004+08:00

Finally book out lolz damn shag in camp and can sae lots of thing happen 3 thing izzit count alots?
1. waste my bloodly time quarrle with a stupid sgt in e end nid LTA guo liang to settle.
2. teaching my understudy hw to handle Armskote eg: paper work and book tt nid to be done.
3. when going to book out the new guy ferget to disarms and went open e metal door. i
nearly tio confinement if tio i make sure he suffer haha. lucky gt other sir help mi.

Straight after book out mi and soon hai took cab with chipmunk to cck which is he paying haha!!!!
after drop dwn frm cck we straight away go MRT station as i damn eager to see my dar dar haha when going to reach CWP dar dar call mi and ask mi can buy super glue when i on e way to e cathay cos the bottem lays of e shoes have so call drop off and i was like dots.
so i went and buy than rush to e place tt we are miting. once i reach e place i pass her e super glue and she start to glue her shoes. in e meanwhile i went and buy movie ticket than buy dinner fer her ( u-mian ) tt is wad she eat. after tt we went for our movie haha movie time yeah!!! e movie we watch was by paul blart: mall cop. was so funny and is worth watching it!!

so happy to see baobei when everytime we mit up
dunno why mayb she reali make mi happy haha!!!
if she choi (touch wood):P reali not beside mi i think my life will like crazy and plus reali dunno wad to do. but nw she with mi at least when sth went wrong i can ask her and she can help mi solve. wad i can sae is baobei dun eva leave mi alone frm nw onward coz u are e wan tt reali brighter my day and my life. and i promise to tkc of u no matter wad. i love you lao po.
muackz love you 1314!!(look like my english is so broken worz) haha!!!
gtg ltr still nid to go back camp fer duty haiz sian hpe ltr can bk out and mit dar dar worz!!!!

2009-03-18T17:04:00.002+08:00

today went to NE(National education) programme to noe more abt ARMY things sth like tt lah.
reach there ard 1330hr. thn went in walk abt 25min jiu come out le thn ard 1400hr jiu let us go afternoon nite out haha is a waste of time lolz but is good lahz have early nite out...
tot of miting gf de lolz end up she cant make it due to mom cooking plus she wanna rest so was haiz sian tt e word i can sae. so in the end i at hme writing tis blog lolz.
2mre week to count dwn fer operation sia bit scare. and dunno she will be by my side when i open my eyes ant haha....
feel so sian nw cnt see her and cant listen to her sweet voice and most important thng is cant hug her haiz haiz haiz haiz haizzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love you so muchhhhhhh worz muackzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!
( insane guy):P

2009-03-16T14:28:00.003+08:00

Wanna to SHOUT here AGN!!!
I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE NICE, UNDERSTANDING AND CARING GIRLFRENZ!!!!
altho somtime she cannot company mi much.
anw i juz love her muackz muackz!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

today when to IT Fair is kinda pack in there!!
but still manage to enter. went there to juz buy earpieces fer baobei and her jie and protector fer mi hp(altought e hp gone headwire) haha!!!
in e same time we went to see laptop is kinda cheap mayb is e last second dae ba tot of buying fer her but due to mi stupid master debit card i cant buy fer her coz muz at least a credit card than can pay by installment lolz!!!
i feel useless lolz as in no card and no money cant even buy a thing tt she reali wan. haiz

2009-03-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

finally BOOK OUT frm hell lolz.
damn sian in camp fer tis whole week.
today go outcamp run agn haha and is juz 2click nia and i go fer it opps.
dun scold mi worz due to mi leg haha.
quite miss dardar lots worz!!!!
finally can see her tml lehz yeah CANT wait haha!!!

2009-03-09T18:36:00.002+08:00

today go SGH for my review. guess wad not a good news at all haiz have to go operation fer my ankle on 2Apr in e afternoon. and will be staying at hospital for 1 day. tot of telling baobei today but she gt sth on and i dun even noe how to tell her about my operation. juz walk 1 step count 1 step ba. hpe she will be there fer mi:P
love her lots muackz

2009-03-08T15:51:00.002+08:00

ytsd went bugis with dar dar to eat steamboat haha quite okie lolz
love e chicken soup vry much mayb is e herb they put ba haha.
eat quite alots ystd dunno when is e next time we going dere to eat agn haha!!!
ystd was happi spending half an hr siting under dar dar blk to chit chat!!!
kinda miss her nw!!
she is my one and onli girl tt i going to have juz cant stop loving her!!!!

2009-03-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

finally book out frm camp lol!!! going to mit baobei tml yeah juz cant wait to see her!!!
is reali going to be crazy in camp lol suddenly have to follow wad e men do accept training.
like stand by bed, area cleaning, fall in and more haiz is like hell juz cant wait to ORD!!!!

today go drive car agn, drive all e way to seletar thn go to express
way haha without permission haha. so sian haha hpe can drive further!!
haha miss her so much!!

2009-03-01T16:19:00.002+08:00

Juz Here to shout "I LOVE YOU BAOBEI".

Damn miss ur sweet voice and everything.

you are juz like my angle willing to be ther fer mi.

so lucky to have you.

love you lots baobei.

2009-03-01T01:22:00.008+08:00

Today mit baobei at 3plus, went AMK HUB to shop, movie, and ofc the food frm AMK. baobei took fews pic at mos burger!!! all the pic she take is so lovely and i like it so much. the movie we watch was marley and mi. the show not so bad and also quite funny lolz. we also went to popular to buy dardar printer ink and also went to this fashion to look fer e clothes tt baobei is finding and i quite enjoying today wif her. damn love her alots muackz!!! above is the pic tt baobei take.

2009-02-28T02:37:00.002+08:00

i'll divide my sense of longing into a thousand pieces,
then fold them into paper airplanes and send them to you,
in hope that you will come looking for mi with the other half of the moon.
izzit a touch so call "poems"
muack lov you dar!!!

2009-02-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

today have outcamp run at east coast park the run is 6click, fer mi i stop at 4 click coz my ankle was in pain somemore doc already ask mi to stop runing fer a timing till to e injury haha but i didnt listen and went for it!

today went to my grandma place to drive my aunt car ard yishun so sian than tot of going to express road so decided to find my P plate so can drive in express way but i couldnt find my bloodly P plate in e car so i juz give up and drive ard in neigbourhood.

damn miss my baobei worz tot of miting her after e sch and my outcamp run but too bad she nid to rush e project out tt is due on e 5th if i nt wrong. so she sae tml thn mit and i juz cant wait to mit her and hug her dunno why also haha insane lerz she is my everything to mi. she is e most important person than my family:P.
love you baobei muackz muackz!!!

2009-02-25T17:40:00.005+08:00

dar tks fer e celebration of our 1yr anniversary ystd althought is juz a simple celebration but to mi is not a simple, is a wonderful anniversary tt i eva had with you.
dar i mayb not tt rich or wad but in mi heart i still e same frm e dae we tgt and e dae we get old.
i juz love you alots. and i cant affort to lose you. i swear i will tkc gd care of you no matter wad happen. muackz i love you baobei!!!!

2009-02-25T14:00:00.003+08:00

Are you reminiscing about everything in the past, those memories that had previously allowed you to be beautiful, bright, and memorable. they had previously given you happiness but also sadness. i'm willing to create memories of happiness for you. but i fear that it'll only be a little bit.

is this a good line to phrase it?
love my baobei lots!!!

2009-02-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

Today went to baobei sch to fetch her, was so happy to see her when she came out frm sch!! after that we head to VIVO CITY to eat and shopping. before we went to eat dinner we went to few shops to see clothes tt baobei finding. but too bad we cant find e design she want and so we went to eat dinner. we went to eat delicious food that is "thunder tea"!!!! damn nice lol haha but still cant compare to moi mom thunder tea tt she cook haha. after dinner we went diaso to buy sum drinks before we go find a place to sit down and chit chat. we tot that place we sit shldnt be much ppl walking ard but guess wad!! is alots lolz haha so we sit there fer half an hr than we go zara to shop and baobei saw one black t-shirt and bought it frm ther.

hope you will like e puzzle photo frame tt i gave as 1yr anniversary worz.
i love you baobei!!!
muackz muackz!!!

2009-02-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

Here to SHOUT "1 YR HAPPY ANNIVERSARY" to moi baobei.

i'm so happy to have you by my side!!
hope our love will grow STRONGER and STRONGER each day!!!

jus cant wait to see you ltr :P i love you baobei muackz muackz!!

2009-02-23T20:32:00.001+08:00

(Ying writing this post)

Hope u like tis blog that i have created for u..
Like me..u oso have a blog ler..^^
Hope u will make use of tis blog..
By writing down everything tad u have face including the unhappy ones..

The times we spend for each other pass so fast..

Tmr is our 1yr anniversary ler...

Jus cannot believe it!!

I learn tuu treasure u more & more..love euu more and more...

Tho sumtimes i'll b so busy tad i din msg u/reply u...

But u are always on moii mind..

U always give in to me even if the things i do is wrong..

Spend so much $$ on me on the things i want ..

Makes me laugh when i feel down..

Spend time with me all the times...

& i reali reali appreciate it all !!

U are the best bf tad i have and i promise u i will love you always and always!!

Huggs and kisses!!

ILU!!!